Friday, November 21, 2014

It's you.

It's you.
It's always been you.
Whom I remember once I wake up in the morning.
Whom I remember when I wanna go to sleep.
Even in my dream, you often appear.
Yes, It's you.
You are the best part of my day.
I'm doing okay because of you.
But sometimes I realize,

am I loving you too much?

what if I'm never good enough for you..

what if I'm not the one who is coloring your day..

what if you don't love the way I give you so much attention and pour you with love..

and another what ifs..

It's not you who have done a mistake..
It's me.

I, who is not pretty enough for you, always worry about what you are feeling towards me.
I, who want to be the best spouse for you, am doing exaggerating because of that reason.

Could you please understand me with all of my exaggeration?
Could you please accept me with all of my weaknesses?

Written with heart in the office (9:05 AM) while thinking of him, who is annoyed because of me.
I hope he is doing okay. Allah Blesses Us