Friday, January 9, 2015

our 1st step, our engagement. Bismillah

Alhamdulillahirabbil alamin..

Seminggu yang lalu, tepatnya tanggal 28 Desember 2014, kami melangsungkan acara perkenalan antar keluarga di rumahku. Semua berjalan dengan lancar dan khidmat, penuh dengan canda tawa dan kebahagiaan. Sehingga sejak hari itu, aku resmi "diminta" oleh Mas Sugi untuk menjadi calon istri nya.

Kalau ditanya rasanya kaya apa?
Bahagiaaaaaaaaaa banget. Tidak bisa digambarkan dengan kata-kata. Keluarga besar kami sangat antusias menyambutnya. Bahkan papa sampai sakit karena harus terus menerus selama tiga hari berturut turut membereskan rumah (meskipun aku, adikku dan seorang tukang turut membantu).

Insya Allah, tidak lama lagi kami akan mengikat janji suci kami di hadapan Allah SWT.
Tidak lama lagi, berita bahagia itu akan kembali tertuang dalam blog ini.
Aku benar-benar tidak pernah membayangkan sebelumnya, akan dipinang oleh pria yang tiba-tiba hadir di hidupku, menjadi kekasih hatiku dan dalam waktu singkat akan menjadi imam ku.
Doa ku benar-benar di ijabah oleh Allah..
Allah Maha Penyayang bahkan pada hamba Nya yang penuh dosa ini,

Aku sempat meminta pada Nya untuk diberikan jodoh yang seperti papa,
muncullah dia, 
SUGIANTO
sifatnya/wataknya, perawakkannya,
MIRIP PAPA.
bahkan sampai ngambeknya pun,
SEPERTI PAPA
semangat serta kepercayaan dirinya,
SEPERTI PAPA
kisah hidupnya sejak dulu ia masih muda,
SEPERTI PAPA

Rasa sayang dan cinta ini seperti sudah muncul sejak lama,seperti sudah saling kenal lama.. padahal kami baru kenal ENAM BULAN terhitung sejak aku masuk PT KAL.

Kenapa aku mantap mau menerima Mas Sugi menjadi calon imamku padahal baru kenal sebentar dan tidak berpacaran?
Tunggu kelanjutan cerita kami ya,
Mohon doa baiknya untuk kami ya, karena sesungguhnya doa baik kalian akan berbalik juga kepada kalian. Dan semoga kebahagiaan juga selalu menyertai hidup kalian yang membaca blog ini,

Di bawah ini aku lampirkan foto-foto acara kami kemarin (28/12/2014)

*xoxo. Annyeong*




















Note : Untuk review make up, dress dan ring box nya di postingan berikutnya ya 


Friday, November 21, 2014

It's you.

It's you.
It's always been you.
Whom I remember once I wake up in the morning.
Whom I remember when I wanna go to sleep.
Even in my dream, you often appear.
Yes, It's you.
You are the best part of my day.
I'm doing okay because of you.
But sometimes I realize,

am I loving you too much?

what if I'm never good enough for you..

what if I'm not the one who is coloring your day..

what if you don't love the way I give you so much attention and pour you with love..


and another what ifs..


It's not you who have done a mistake..
It's me.

I, who is not pretty enough for you, always worry about what you are feeling towards me.
I, who want to be the best spouse for you, am doing exaggerating because of that reason.


Could you please understand me with all of my exaggeration?
Could you please accept me with all of my weaknesses?



P.s:
Written with heart in the office (9:05 AM) while thinking of him, who is annoyed because of me.
I hope he is doing okay. Allah Blesses Us 


Tuesday, August 19, 2014

a short letter on Tuesday

Bismillah

Alhamdulillah.. what a beautiful and nice Tuesday :)
Feeling grateful because of Allah Ta'Ala and him.
yes, him.
someone who is coloring my life since we met in the office.
He is much older than me. We have 5 years of the age gap. But, age is doesn't matter
as long as he is kind, mature, sholeh and has responsibility as an imam for our future.
Alhamdulillah.
Never thought before, that I can fall in love to that man.
What kind of person is he?
He is so funny and a bright man, every time I have a chat with him, I laugh. He change my mood instantly from the bad into the bright one. His act, his words, his saying, his thought are always fun and positive.
He is also mature and patient to face my childishness.
Can you imagine how kind is he?
The most important one..
He respects my principle,my belief,
that I don't want to date any man without a legal relationship called as marriage.
Thus, because of that reason, Alhamdulillah he want to take a serious step for our sake.
If you read this posting, please send us your sincere pray and I wish you a happy and good life too :)
may Allah always bless us :)




ps.
special for you, Mas Sugianto.
I just want to say, thank you :)